Delighted to have been shortlisted for #IPE 163 at the Royal Photgraphic Society. Such an honour to be shortlisted alongside such talented people.

This image was one of my first folds. A culmination of two years work focusing on the vilification of migrants in Texas.

This body of work is informed by my own experience of constant migration. My practice is grounded in the photographic images of my current ‘home’ where the iconic silos and rice dryers of Texas dominate the landscape. The actions of hunting, shooting, dissecting, cutting, folding and concealing these images mimic the migrants vilification. What is hidden between the folds are the unjust truths. Utilizing a hands on meditative approach leads to a transformation of folded and constructed imagery. My interest is in the materiality and physicality of the photograph which becomes an object in itself.

My 1-1 today with Wendy was really helpful. I now have a really clear idea of the way forward with this series of silo folds. I aim to work initially on refining my CRoP. Wendy said would really help to inform the work and pave the way for FMP submission. I aim to set up gallery shots and have prepared work for plotter prints to be made. This will help me to visualize a gallery setting. This will also let me see what some different print sizes could bring to this series.

Despite having imposter syndrome, I now feel a bit more confident in my direction.

Date of Supervision Meeting	14 July 2021
Start time of Meeting	09.30 CST
Length of Meeting in minutes	33 mins
Meeting Notes & Action Points	Great meeting today with Wendy. Current work is in a good place. Things to look at, refining messaging in CRoP, this will help with FMP descriptor. Reshoot images in gallery context for Sawyer Yards. Experiment with different background space within each silo portrait. Look at Sarah Charlesworth and Rafael Dallaporta.
Date of Next Proposed Meeting	Next meeting either Wednesday 4th at 3.30 GMT, or Tuesday 10th at 3.30 GMT. TBD depending on work flow.

Vigilante militia and treacherous journeys in excessive temperatures are just the beginning for some migrants. The Rio Grande looks calm, but it is wide and has dangerous undercurrents. Many migrants choose this route, not all make it. They are known disparagingly as ‘wetbacks’. Some migrants choose to make their way to the US through the desert. Good people will leave water in the hope they find it, and are able to keep hydrated.

If they cross the border safely, there could have many more problems ahead. Some of the things that have been documented are forced sterilization and hysterectomies, women are made to sign papers that are written in a language that they do not understand. Children are moved away from their parents into hotels, or transported to isolated asylum camps where they speak of unsanitary conditions, abuse and neglect.

Entering the country as an illegal immigrant puts extra pressure on those individuals. One case where Cristhian Bahena Rivera a Hispanic man who was sentenced for the first degree murder of Iowa college student Mollie Tibbetts in 2018. New evidence suggests that Rivera was threatened with the murder of his former girlfriend and child if he did not confess to Tibbetts murder. Rivera was targeted because he had entered the US illegally.

8368 and 204. Forced Sterilization Accusations at ICE Facility Fit with Trump’s Poor Treatment of Immigrants | Brennan Center for Justice. https://www.brennancenter.org/our-work/analysis-opinion/forced-sterilization-accusations-ice-facility-fit-trumps-poor-treatment. Accessed 7 July 2021.

CNN Witnesses Dozens of Migrants Trying to Cross Rio Grande – CNN Video. http://www.cnn.com, https://www.cnn.com/videos/politics/2021/03/13/migrants-cross-rio-grande-lavandera-ebof-dnt-vpx.cnn. Accessed 13 July 2021.

“Children Tell of Neglect, Filth and Fear in US Asylum Camps.” BBC News, 23 May 2021. http://www.bbc.com, https://www.bbc.com/news/world-us-canada-57149721.

Nathan, Debbie. “A Vigilante Militia Defends an Imaginary Border.” The Intercept, 18 May 2019, https://theintercept.com/2019/05/18/border-militia-texas-mexico-guardian-patriots/.

Reyes, Raul A. Reyes Raul A., et al. “Opinion | Militias Aren’t Patrolling the Border. Domestic Terrorists Are.” NBC News, https://www.nbcnews.com/think/opinion/u-s-mexico-border-isn-t-protected-militias-it-s-ncna997056. Accessed 10 July 2021.

“ACLU News & Commentary.” American Civil Liberties Union, https://www.aclu.org/news/. Accessed 10 July 2021.

Devereaux, Ryan. “The Bloody History of Border Militias Runs Deep — and Law Enforcement Is Part of It.” The Intercept, 23 Apr. 2019, https://theintercept.com/2019/04/23/border-militia-migrants/.

More Migrant Deaths Recorded in Heat along Arizona Border. https://news.yahoo.com/more-migrant-deaths-recorded-heat-190101013.html. Accessed 13 July 2021.

“What Is Happening at the U.S. Southern Border?” International Rescue Committee (IRC), 24 Mar. 2021, https://www.rescue.org/article/what-happening-us-southern-border.

https://www.aljazeera.com/news/2021/5/12/migrant-arrivals-at-us-mexico-border-rises-slightly-in-april

Witnesses Come Forward with New Information in Iowa College Student’s Slaying. https://news.yahoo.com/witnesses-come-forward-information-iowa-135114181.html. Accessed 14 July 2021.

2 HPD Officers Ordered to Pay $1M in Damages to Houston Man. https://news.yahoo.com/ruling-clears-way-civil-trial-020504631.html. Accessed 15 July 2021.

 “My hands intervene with each work manually, and through this intimate, performatic ritual, the embodiment of the photograph becomes the common ground where the familiar and the foreign meet, as an individual attempt to blur the lines between the internal and external spaces of the body. The construction of these mental maps evokes diverse psychological states and emotions with meanings that are in constant flux, never fixed, just like our identities.” Marina Font.

This hands on approach is so important in my work. Marina Font shares the importance of it in her work too. I have always thought of what I do as performative and meditative, a ritual of sorts, a way to engage with my surroundings in a new and unknown space. Emotions and meanings are in flux here, but unlike Font my work has little to do with identity. Fonts quote definitely hits many similar notes when I compare how we work. Unique state is important to me as I currently wrestle with object and photograph of object. Is the object more interesting, more important? Do these objects help inform the folds?

“Beyond the Surface: The Photograph as Object.” LENSCRATCH, 6 Jan. 2020, http://lenscratch.com/2020/01/beyond-the-surface/.

“PORTFOLIOS.” Marinafont Studio, http://www.marinafont.com/work. Accessed 24 June 2021.

Jan Svoboda was a Czechoslovakian Post-War artist who became a pioneer in conceptual photography.

I can see a resemblance between Jan Svoboda and Laura Letinsky’s work here.

London, George Upton, Jan Svoboda/ Photographers’ Gallery. “How Isolation Inspired the Quiet Domestic Photographs of Czechoslovakia’s Enigmatic Post-War Artist.” The Calvert Journal, https://www.calvertjournal.com/features/show/11680/jan-svoboda-photographers-gallery-czechoslovakia-post-war-conceptual-photography. Accessed 21 June 2021.

“12. 6. 2019 / Přednáška Tomáš Winter: Jan Svoboda.” Artalk.Cz, 10 June 2019, https://artalk.cz/2019/06/10/12-6-2019-prednaska-tomas-winter-jan-svoboda/.

https://www.mutualart.com/Artwork/TABLE-XXX/5C7C87FFA8D25B39

At my last 1-1 meeting with Colin Pantall we discussed making a short run of books. We also talked about making a dummy book of images. These past few weeks have been about collecting images, and writing text for the dummy. The covers were made using paper made for packing belongings. The image is a transfer of a silo photograph on cotton fabric. The fabric is hand torn to the correct size to fit the book. The ‘well handled’ look is exactly what I was aiming for, it adds to the well travelled feeling of the object. The spine is open with a combination of kettle and long stitch.